I haven’t been here for a while! Not because I don’t want to.. I have nothing to say. I don’t want to post just because I “need” to post. I’ve been.. on my computer. I have this “Bongo Cat” idle clicker game going on. It just counts the amount of times you click and type, it’s nice. Make’s what I do on the computer seem useful. You can decorate your lil cat. Super cute. And it’s free~! I am trying to save money, so that’s nice. Gaming is one of my biggest money spenders, not gonna lie. I see a good game? I add it to my wishlist or just buy it right away LOL.

Any way. The point of this post.. why is it so hard for me to play games? I don’t know. I do miss how being a kid I could just pick up a game and play and BOOM! I had so much fun. I feel like now, as an adult.. I need to.. be in the mood to play. The vibe needs to be right. I can’t be too tired or too busy.. I dunno. I do think many games are now built and created not for the average person. I don’t know how to explain it. My sister has been playing Blue Prince on Discord and I’ve been watching her play. While the game is AMAZING, and I think about it often.. I would never buy it. It does not seem kind to the player and their time LOL. I don’t know how to explain. And another issue I have.. If I start to play a new game, who knows when the next time I will be able to sit down and play will be. I LOVE farming games, but if I stop playing for a few days, I come back and feel so dang lost and confused. Like.. what was I doing again? I think that’s why I like clicker games so much. Easier to come back to and just get back to work. I love a good, long game with good gameplay and story and characters.. but I truly don’t have the time or mental capacity for it anymore. Stinks, doesn’t it? Sure, weekends are peak gaming time but ugh. I dunno. See ya around.